Rambling unpoetically About Change

Last day of the USU Nationals was a little depressing. I’ve avoided telling the tale just because I want to avoid setting it in the digital stone of blog memory. Korey and I were a point from breaking and our last round was not my best performance. Sad, right? Only sort of. I’ve reconciled with the necessity to take a new step and feel pretty pumped about the possibilities. More to come on that later.

Last few days of classes are coming up. I have a shit load of work to do that I feel less and less invested in. But this weekend is sure to be very productive cuz I have really nothing else to do with it. And… I like what I look like when I am a good student.

Last encounters with some amazing people. My debate family is just that… family. I will keep in contact and see them in the future for sure. I value my fellow debaters and coaches so much. But I am getting oddly uncomfortable about not seeing some people I barely know. In the Honors Commons (go ahead and hate), I’ve re-met an old friend from freshman year who is gorgeously insightful. There are some freshmen and sophomores who ask some great questions that I want to continue to listen in on. I hardly know most of them but they intrigue me.

So much change.